Feel

Not sure if I wanna feel right now

Maybe that’s what you mean

I’ll find peace in this blunt tho

I’ll roll it up and watch all my problems

Swirl down the drain away with the emotions of hate and fear and doubt

I’ll be washed clean

Is it so bad to let the smoke carry me away

I don’t know if I want to feel this but

Then again it feels so good

The high of life

I can live off of it forever

I love the way it burns

Even when I feel my flesh tears and my eyes sting

I love the pain

I love the peace more

I love you more

I love me more

The Breaking

Letting go of you

feels like losing

a part of my self

to regain

all that I always was.

Letting go of you feels like

the greatest and worst thing.

Letting go

I visualize the literal barrier

Money

It keeps me from crossing to that which I desire

That thought, that action

Out of reach

• Only in my mind •

May I free my self